Showing posts with label English. Show all posts
Showing posts with label English. Show all posts
Friday, 24 July 2015
Thursday, 16 July 2015
Anna Karvan | Ice (1967)
The main protagonist roam in a earth invaded by the ice searching an enigmatic girl.
I came upon her by chance, not far away, lying face down on the
stones. A little blood had trickled out of her mouth. Her neck had an
unnatural twist ; a living girl could not have turned her head at that
angle : the neck was broken. She had been dragged by the hair, hands
which had twisted it into a sort of rope had dulled its silvery
brightness. On her back blood was still fresh in places, wet and bright
red ; in other places it had caked black on the white flesh. I looked
particularly at on arm, on which the circular marks of teeth stood out
clearly. The bones of the forearm were broken, the sharp pointed ends of
bone projected at the wrist through the torn tissue. I feld I had been
defrauded : I alone should have done the breaking with tender love ; I
was the only person entitled to inflict wounds. I leaned forward and
touched her cold skin.
I went to look in at the cottage window, taking care not to go near
enough to be seen from inside. A lot of people were crowded into a small
smoky room, firelight flickering red on their faces, reminding me of a
medieval picture of hell. At first I could not make out any words ; they
were all talking at once. I recognized one woman, unusually tall,
handsome in a forbidding way ; I had seen her at the High House. Now she
was with a man she called father who sat just inside the window.
Because he was so close to me, his was the first voice I understood. He
was relating the legend of the fjord, how every year at the winter
solstice a beautiful girl had to be sacrificed to the dragon that lived
in its dephts. The other voices gradually became silent when he began
describing the rite itself. « We untie her as soon as we get her up
there on the rock. She must struggle a bit, otherwise the dragon might
think we'd palmed off a dead girl on him. The water foams down below.
The monter's great scaly coils appear. Then we hurl her down. The whole
fjord becomes a maelstrom, blood and foam flying in all directions. »
I walked away in disgust. These people were worse tha savages. My
hands and face were numb, I felt half frozen, and could not think why I
had stood there so long listening to their preposterous rigmarole. I had
a vague feeling that something was wrong with me, though I could not
decide what it was. For a mement this was disturbing ; then I forgot it.
A small, cold, bright moon shone high in the sky, showed the landscape
distinctly. I recognized the fjord but not the scene. Tall perpendicular
rocks rose straight out of the water, supporting a flat horizontal rock
like a high-diving platform. Some people appeared, dragging the girl
between them, her hands tied. As she passed me, I caught a glimpse of
her pitiful white face of a child-victim, terrified and betrayed. I
sprang forward, tried to reach her, to cut her bonds. Somebody went to
me. I threw him off, tried again to get near her, she was dragged away. I
rushed after the group, shouting : « Murderers ! » Before I could
overtake them, they were hauling her up the rock.
I was close to her on the platform high above the fjord. We were
alone there, although a mixture of vague sounds behind me indicated the
presence of numerous on-lookers. They did not concern me. I was
completely concentrated on the trembling figure, helf kneeling, half
crouching, at the extremity of the rock, overhanging the dark water. Her
hair glittered as if with diamond dust under the moon. She was not
looking at me, but I could see her face, which was always pale, but now
drained of colour right to the bone. I observed her extreme slenderness,
felt I could enclose the whole of her with my two hands, event the
rib-cage containing her heart. Her skin was like white satin, shadowless
in the brilliant moonlight. The circular marks the cords had left on
her wrists would have been red in daylight, but now looked black. I
could imagine how it would feel to take hold of her wrists and to snap
the fragile bones with my hands.
Leaning forward, I touched her cold skin, the shallow hollow in her thigh. Snow had fallen between her breasts.
Armed men came up, pushed me back, seized her by her frail shoulders. Big tears fell from her eyes like icicles, like diamonds, but I was unmoved. They did not seem to me like real tears. She herself did not seem quite real. She was pale and almost transparent, the victim I used for my own enjoyment in dreams. People behind me muttered, impatient at the delay. The men did not wait any longer but hurled her down, her last pathetic scream trailing after her. The night exploded then like a paper bag. Huge jets of water sprang up ; waves dashing wildly against the rocks burst in cascades of spray. I heardly noticed the freezing showerbath, but peered over the edge of the platform, and saw a circle of scaly coils emerge from the seething water, in which something white struggled frantically for an instant before the crunch of armour-plated jaws.
Wednesday, 15 July 2015
Anna Kavan | Sleep Has His House (1948)
Shouting and singing and hullooing his satellites the gregarious sun
comes ranting upon the collective stage. After so many billion
repetitions you might expect him to be getting the least bit
perfunctory : but not he ; no sirree. Like a conscientious actor
determined to give the public full value for money, he rampages through
his performance as enthusiastically as the first time he put on the act.
Of course the rest of the cast plays up to him. The clouds jump to
their opening positions, hurriedly snatching the gaudy properties of the
cooperative scarf dance. On earth ocean bellows to ocean across the
continents like allied commanders exchanging a salute of guns. The
mutual greetings of the archipelagoes are more intime.
As the sunwaves break over the roof of the jungle, flocks of parrots
burst upward from the dark teeming mass like an explosion of rockets.
The monkey village yawns, fornicates, pinches, scratches, chatters
itself awake. In honeycombed caves the glow-worms conglomerate starrily.
In linked caves, between clotted stalactites, the bats hang themselves
up together. The gentle pandas in their dainty dress indulge in party
frolics among the rocks.
At sea it is the same thing : whales, porpoises, dolphins, flying
fish, mackerel, sprats, all travelling in schools and shoals ;
oyster-beds packed to capacity ; animalcula and foraminifera swarming in
astronomical multitudes.
Higher up the scale there's no difference eiher. The tribal community rouses itself en mass.
Everyone begins laughing and talking and praying and crying and cooking
and washing and working on top of everyone else. The baskets of the
fighting-cocks are placed close together for company's sake. Paying the
civilized penalty, Mr. Whosit awakens flimsily divided from the tens or
hundreds of rabbits inhabiting his particular warren. Quick the switch
and the dial, then, to bring loud the voices of nations ; quick the
collar and tie, quick the pants of respectability, the shined shoes to
run to the crowded eating-places, the streets, the buses, the trains,
the cars, planes, offices, parks, night-clubs, theatres, hospitals,
churches, graveyards, tombs.
Tuesday, 14 July 2015
Ted Hughes | Phaeton in ''Tales from Ovid''
Phaethon, hair ablaze,
A fiery speck, lengthening a vapour trail,
Plunged towards the earth
Like a star
Falling and burning out on a clear night.
In a remote land
Far from his home
The hot current
Of the broad Eridanus
Quenched his ember-
And washed him ashore.
The Italian nymphs
Buried his remains, that were glowing again
And flickering little flames
Of the three-forked fire from God.
Over his grave, on a rock they wrote this: Here lies Phoebus' boy who died
In the sun's chariot.
His strength too human, and too hot
His courage and his pride.
His father mourned, hidden,
Eclipsed with sorrow.
They say no sun showed on that day.
But the fires of the burning earth
Were so far useful, to give some light.
And now Clymene's outcry
Equalled the catastrophe.
Mad with grief, she searched the whole earth
To find the boy's limbs, or his bones.
She came to the grave. With her breasts naked
She embraced the engraved rock.
The daughters of the sun grieved as keenly,
Beating their breasts,
Throwing themselves down on their brother's tomb,
Calling incessantly
For the one who would never hear them.
Days, weeks, months, they mourned.
Their lamentations were obsessive,
As if they could never exhaust them
They wore out four full moons with their wailings
Until at last Phaethusa -
As she flung herself to the ground -
Cried out that her feet were fixed of a sudden.
And Lampetie, as she stepped to help her,
Found her own feet rooted, immovable.
A third, tearing her hair,
Brought away handfuls of leaves.
One screamed that a tree bole
Had imprisoned her calves and thighs.
Another was whimpering with horror
To find her arms crooking into stiff branches.
And as they all struggled in vain
To escape or understand, tree bark,
Rough and furrowed, crept on upwards
Over their bodies, throats, faces -
Till it left only their lips, human enough
To call for their mother.
And what could she do
But stagger to and fro
In growing terror -
Torn his way and that,
Kissing the mouths she could still find?
And when she tried to free her daughters
Ripping at the bark, and snapping the branches -
A liquid, like blood,
Came welling out of the wounds,
And the mouths screamed :
"O Mother, do not hurt us.
Though we are trees
We are your daughters -
Oh now we must leave you."
So their last words were silenced
By the sealing bark.
But then, through that bark,
There oozed lymph like tears, that in the sun's light
Solidified as amber.
These dropped from the boughs
Into the hurrying river
Which carried them off
To adorn, some day far in the future,
Roman brides.
A fiery speck, lengthening a vapour trail,
Plunged towards the earth
Like a star
Falling and burning out on a clear night.
In a remote land
Far from his home
The hot current
Of the broad Eridanus
Quenched his ember-
And washed him ashore.
The Italian nymphs
Buried his remains, that were glowing again
And flickering little flames
Of the three-forked fire from God.
Over his grave, on a rock they wrote this: Here lies Phoebus' boy who died
In the sun's chariot.
His strength too human, and too hot
His courage and his pride.
His father mourned, hidden,
Eclipsed with sorrow.
They say no sun showed on that day.
But the fires of the burning earth
Were so far useful, to give some light.
And now Clymene's outcry
Equalled the catastrophe.
Mad with grief, she searched the whole earth
To find the boy's limbs, or his bones.
She came to the grave. With her breasts naked
She embraced the engraved rock.
The daughters of the sun grieved as keenly,
Beating their breasts,
Throwing themselves down on their brother's tomb,
Calling incessantly
For the one who would never hear them.
Days, weeks, months, they mourned.
Their lamentations were obsessive,
As if they could never exhaust them
They wore out four full moons with their wailings
Until at last Phaethusa -
As she flung herself to the ground -
Cried out that her feet were fixed of a sudden.
And Lampetie, as she stepped to help her,
Found her own feet rooted, immovable.
A third, tearing her hair,
Brought away handfuls of leaves.
One screamed that a tree bole
Had imprisoned her calves and thighs.
Another was whimpering with horror
To find her arms crooking into stiff branches.
And as they all struggled in vain
To escape or understand, tree bark,
Rough and furrowed, crept on upwards
Over their bodies, throats, faces -
Till it left only their lips, human enough
To call for their mother.
And what could she do
But stagger to and fro
In growing terror -
Torn his way and that,
Kissing the mouths she could still find?
And when she tried to free her daughters
Ripping at the bark, and snapping the branches -
A liquid, like blood,
Came welling out of the wounds,
And the mouths screamed :
"O Mother, do not hurt us.
Though we are trees
We are your daughters -
Oh now we must leave you."
So their last words were silenced
By the sealing bark.
But then, through that bark,
There oozed lymph like tears, that in the sun's light
Solidified as amber.
These dropped from the boughs
Into the hurrying river
Which carried them off
To adorn, some day far in the future,
Roman brides.
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